Monday, July 21, 2008
i SERIOUSLY feel like comitin SUICIDE!!!!!
Argh...seriously headache...mayb it's cos of polo.
I'm not blamin my coach or anythg but we had 2 swim 3x10laps (600m), 10x2laps (200m) and 5x5laps(500m). I'll kindly save u the maths, dun hav 2 thank mi. Total: 75laps n 1.3km. Fine...mayb it;s not tat long, i din REALLY feel TAT tired...cos i slacked but like it's IN THE RAIN?! zzz...den we, the sorta slower-cos-we-slack 1s, once we finished a set den the coach starts the nxt set...zzz I REALLY wonder if he's tryin 2 kill us.
Then i rmb'ed abt last time. We were trainin n it was oso rainin. Den there the thunder n then after a few mins of discussion, we continued trainin... WAT IF WE HAD DIED??!!! I still wan 2 play my computer n do my stuff!!! Altho i guess the cons outweigh the pros. I mayb din really care abt dien.
Okayz...
this tok abt suicide is TOTALLY random...
juz a figure of speech? an expresson? a joke?
dun ask mi...i dno. I mayb hav wrote tat...but i;m not in a state 2 think rite now...
No 1. I AM HAVIN A HEADACHE (tat lasted 4 the past 2hrs or so)
No 2. I JUZ LOST MY THU
I REALLY FEEL LIKE KILLIN MYSELF!!!
U noe those times where u feelBOMBARDED wth TROUBLES?!
like when u tink u r the onli 1in the world wth a MIND?!
mayb u guys dun experience tat. but i do...i hav been HATING my life since dno how long ago... Primary 4?! I WAS NOT EVEN 10!!! Dang...i REALLY hope 2 find my thumbdrive. If not i tink i'll hav 2 re-do 2moro after schl. But i sorta feel sick n weary. I tot i had a fever but then the thermometer says no...zzz I onli wish i couls b sick n stay at hm 2moro.
I have been losin slp since the start of the yr. I try 2 slp in the mornin but then i cant. I really nid a time 2 rest 4 hrs straight. But then it's impossible. Sumhow i feel uch better after i started bloggin. I was havin such a serious headache and so troubled. Myb i shld make this my own personal diary but i shall juz blog. I guess this post is really long so u guys may not evn c tis prt. I noe sum of u will. Sigh...life is sooooo...
meaningless? (sounds like i'm gna suicide)
lol
Erm...hope i can comfort in sumthg nowadays as I face more troubles n challenges i hav 2 cope wth. May God protect me and give me a peace of mind. May God bring me trough my times of troubles and provide mw with things i need to pass the day. And may I also accept things that come my way and allow God to work in my life. Pray 4 mi if u wan...=)
Am really feeling SO hopeless.
I shall go 2 slp...bb!
smiles=)
(u noe those forced-out ones when u're lethagic?)
...lols...
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